Confused

Confused.

And yet....how can I be so mad at someone....And still want them next to me?

I was really mad at James....but it resolved into my desire to see him again....to see his smile....to have him look at me the way that he does. To feel his hugs. To feel his hands in my own. To see his cheesy, dorky looks. To have his kisses. Cause when it comes down to it, I love him a lot.

And I'm so confused about everything....

And maybe we rushed into this...

And it's not the best idea.

But I'm going to try and put my best foot forward.

I feel so sick to my stomach.